HAPPY 6/15/25.
Hellooooooo ....... ive been having many strange revalations recently....... IM HAPPY NOW! much happier than i ever was. Shit is Not that serious ....... i've been having lotsa fun this week :-)))) going to a bbq later today too. love urself ,,,,,, it makes a very big difference Alllsooooooooo ...................... full night of sleep last night hell yeah
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art styles 5/30/25.
i always did this thing where i saw someones art style and was automatically like "oh this persons weird" and im pretty sure it was because i was around a lot of weird ppl with specific styles but IM NOT DOING THAT ANYMORE! its refreshing because i used to force myself not to enjoy certain types of art because of weird ppl ive been around but i dont gotta do that anymore plus its unfair and dumb......... i hope u have a wonderful day and i love u
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ough 5/26/25.
MENTAL ANGUISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE WORM
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push through 5/25/25.
hiii so i didnt realize this stupidly but i accidentally missed my meds for jjjuuuust a few days (not in a row) but that caused me to get REALLY TIRED! i slept all night last night and it still took me 3 hours to get out of bed this morning. i bet i could still sleep for another five hours but i wont. ive been a little sad recently but to be honest bitch suck it up. SUCK IT UP DONT BE SAD!!!!!!!!!! EVER!!!!!!!!! YOU ARENT ALLOWED
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work 5/15/25.
still tired i did a lot of schoolwork though and ive been working on my fallout site i cant wait for summer when i can just play with my sites without having to worry about schoolwork .. i really wanna sleep tonight but idk if i'll be able to ive had bad insomnia for the past 2 months doesnt even matter if i put my electronics away ill still end up sitting there wide eyed
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sleepy 5/14/25.
had a boba coffee today and it was oddly .......... salty , i dunno if theyre supposed to be that way it was my first time trying one... still tired though. Goodnight World
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believe me 5/9/2025.
believe EVERYTHING YOU SEE ON THE INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it wouldnt lie to you 
1:31pm
im really glad i made a site.. i hated it at first but now im enjoying it. i needed a main place for me to share my art and everything but i just didnt like the ugly feel of stuff like insta or da... but NOW i can share my stuff without it getting as much traction !!!!!!!!!!!!! thats why every little clap or comment on my guestbook means the world to me and its much more fun .. also, if ur thinking about making one PLEASE DO!!!!!! coding isnt too hard once you actually figure it out and having your own personal space online is pretty cool
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3 5/8/2025.
i love lilacs theyre my favorite flower and my favorite scent / also new mangle pfp i like a lot ..... hes my favorite fnaf character a fun little fact about me
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daughter 5/7/2025.
no better duo than a boy and his girl cat that the entire family hates because shes mean to everyone but u #girldad
9:27pm
i wish i was better at not letting others moods dictate my own i must remain content.. im also gonna start formatting my posts like this from now on because i dont want to make a new post everytime i wanna post more than once per day
11:10pm
one of my biggest dillemas at the moment is tht my online persona is 'WOAW CRAYZEE WACKY GUY!!!' but my favorite color is blue and that color is not very crazy wacky guy
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meanie ? 5/6/2025.
i reaaaaaaally hopr people dont think im mean.. like the kinda mean where ppl are afraid to talk to u.... i kind of lookm like a mean person but i promis imNOT i used to be a little evil when i was around 11-13 but thats cuz i was.. not having a good time at home and i hope that the people affected by that are doing ok... i however do not regret my aggression towards pedophiles and bigots because i like to think that i am a decent human being but anyways PLEASE DO NOT BE AFRAID TO TALK TO ME I LOVE TALKING TO U PEOPLE !
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friendly friends 4/30/2025.
i hope my frien d knows how muchi care about him ........... sumtimem s he gets rlly sad and i am TERRIBLE at comforting people and helping but i makw sure to let him know i care i just hope i can drill thag into his brain farther cuz i luv hi,m.............i kinda wanna give him my site but im just silly about people i know having my socials and such. pllluuuuuusssssss hes really reallt good at coding and hs site is magnificent so once he sees my shit hes prolly gonna wanna tear his eyes out and light himself on fire. i cleaned the entire house all by myself today and i failed my report card :0)
cats are gonna ruin my teeth 4/25/2025.
oouhgh how to deal with teeth grinding while i pet my sillies. hurts so badly i love themm so much
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Hlelo World! 4/25/2025.
i wish i was born with abs and a bigger weiner
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it was fun 4/?/2025.
movie was awful in a great way. lots of fun watching it.
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minecraft movie 4/3/2025.
me and my dear friend are going to see the minecraft this saturday.. ill update u all. i think its gonna be terrible but in the fun way. i love jennifer coolidge so i hope theres a lotta her. alsoooooooo i dropped 5 pounds very randomly so yaaay!
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health 3/29/2025.
my meds are making me feel whimsical, they havent taken full effect yet but i feel SO much better, i was taking lexapro before so like,, no wonder i hated that so much. alsooooo now that i have glasses ive realized how fucking BLIND i am without them. at least everyyhings all crispy to look at now!!!!!!
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ow 3/26/2025.
got back from the doctor the other day and im still 4'10. Kills Myself
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PROZAC!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3/24/2025.
i finally started prozac yesterday.... im so eited i can finally get back 2 normal.
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hi :-) 3/21/2025.
hiiiiiiiiii!!!!!! i havent updated my site in 6 days.. golly.. theres a like 1% chance someone actually keeps tabs on my site but if youre seeing this HI! im not dead.
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computer 3/15/2025.
i fixed my computer!!!!!!!! i was pissy in the last entry cuz.. u know... that kinda sucks. but it was all due 2 my own abuse towards this poor computer... i fixed it up and now it runs SO much quicker than before and it DOESNT OVERHEAT.! i named him martie as well. im sorry martie and i will love u and take care of u and be a better father from now on..
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fantastic 3/12/2025.
i fucking LOVE!!!!!! it when my computer updates and all of my google accounts go missing. Love U Chrome
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antiques 3/10/2025.
we went to town today to pick up groceries and decided to stop by this antique store we've never been to.... it was pretty coool... bunch of 50's and 60's trinkets as well as big ass tv's from the time period. i ALSO had a terrible stomach ache today so that was also fun. i was so lightheaded..
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site theme/look 3/9/2025.
i am currently SOOOO happy right now. my site looks pretty good to me n ive been STRUUGGGLING to make it look nice...... but we're almost there!!!! now i need to add a few more things and about 1000 more bothersome and overwhelming gifs. ALSO !!!!!! I FIGURED OUT HOW TO USE CUSTOM FONTS. all the fonts i was using were rrrrllly ugly but now im using pc98 and i love it.
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journal entry(1) 3/8/2025.
i think that if i were a plpanet id be venus
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journal entry3/8/2025.
siiiigh.... all of my friends are busy 2day. thats ok though cuz ive been watching jacksepticeye play the silent hill 2 remake. i really like this new journal layout because it just kinda reminds me of the older internet!!! wasn't my intention but i think its silly so im keeping it that way.. i was also thinking id add a music playlist in heere cuz i love music and sharing what i like with people.
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journal update 3/8/2025.
ooooooooookk i changed this up a bit.. no more divs n just a more simple layout overall. (alsooo! little fake profile picture just cuz i think its cute.)
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best friend came back 2/28/2025.
wow! i thought itd never happen but my best friend reached out to me again................ after we kinda ghosted eachother for 8 months. there was a reason (which is obviously personal) but im really happy. we missed eachother lots and most importantly we can play minecraft again. very fun very fun yahoo yahoo
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everything is okay 2/7/2025.
all of my schoolwork is caught up and im gettnig all a's besides a b in english. ive been achievement hunting in fallout new vegs and im SO close to getting 50 sunset sarsaparilla star bottlecaps so i can do the quest 4 those.......... and get the achievement!@!!!!!!!!!! im listenng to donttrustme right now.
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life and comics 2/3/2025.
everything feels a bit weird right now like the state of the world currently. it might just be me but it kinda feels like 2020 with a fresh coat of paint. mostly not even in the bad way though. i've been replaying acnh and redecorating my room n playing minecraft a lot more so yaaay. i really really REALLY want to start uploading my comics online but im worried people will like... HATE my little freaks (???????) for some reason. i don't think i should care all too much plus i doubt anyone will rlly see it. the targeted audience is myself.... i just like drawing my jeff knockoff. i feel like if i dont post my shit now i'll never have time like the world is ending or something. anyways thats all. !!!!!!!!!!!
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tiktok ban 1/18/2025.
tiktok is currently being banned and thats REALLY weird. i didnt ever
use it after swearing not to ever again in like 2022 but so many memories of it are coming back to me n its a little sad :( we'll live...........
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happy new year 12/31/2024.
HAPPY NEW YEARSS ALMOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am currently baking cookies. my resolution is to make this year worse than the last <]
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hello! 12/28/2024.
welcome : )
